Tonight is a long night. Night I lose my strength to fight for what I want. Night I'm lost in finding way to achieve my goal. Night of feeling to give up.
Everything is just seemingly to be bad after the call I received.
I thought I was ready for it. Obviously, I have just cheated on myself this far.
I stop working on everything, even though I know there are much things awaiting me to catch up.
Yet, I log in to youtube and have myself watching those interviews with Nick Vujicic again and again.
Listening to the same song, "Something More" for more than 10 times and have my mind be blank for hours.
No matter how many times I have been watching all these, the effect it brings to me, the inspiration is still working good on me.
A person who born with armless, and he is still able to do what an ordinary human can do. He lives not to insult anyone who ever felt to give up in his life. Instead, he wishes to give hope to other people through his story.

"It's sad to hear that they are girls having eating disorders. It's sad to hear they are people angry with their lives for not having something.To me, every girl is beautiful. We shouldn't ask why can't we have things we don't have, instead we should be grateful with what we are having now."
Well. One failure is nothing in my life. Every success has a trail of failures, I believe. I should be grateful for giving me such this test which I have failed. It would be just another precious golden experience in building up my career.
Hope is just for whoever is in faith of it.
"If you couldn't get a miracle.....just make one."
I hope for a miracle and I want to make one for myself as well!
God has plan for everyone of us. Do live well, try hard for every chance you have.
"When you're facing a huge piece of sea, don't ever think to end your life with it. Instead, you shall think how are you going to enjoy for a moment with the sea."
There is always another tomorrow awaiting me. I can't halt here, I have to keep moving on.
Cleaning up my sad faces and putting on another smiling mask.
Yes! That's life. I will be just a happy man start from this second.



















